Freeze Frame

There are a few times in every person's life when they wish they could just hit the pause button and make things stay that way forever. This is one of those times for me. Kevin & I are so happy in our new home with more freedom than we've had in the past. He's at home so much more than he was in residency, and the kids love spending the extra time with him. The boys are both at such wonderful ages where they play happily and indepedently yet still love and need us so much. In a few weeks, Carter will start Mother's Day Out, and I feel that it will mark the beginning of having to let go of him. I can't imagine spending my mornings (just one a week!) without him. I believe each day I have with them at home is an incredible gift, and I'm trying not take any of them for granted. If I could hit the pause button on my life now, I would!